The Waves Of Our Love

How do you keep doing this to me
Why do you keep doing this
You know it hurts
How I ache for you
It hurts like I've never know pain before

It pulls me under the crashing storm
Yet just as I resurface the waves drag me under
A never ending cycle
Which I yearn to end

Which I need to end

Each word you say
Is like an arrow to my heart
An arrow that I yearn for

One I know I should avoid
But only move closer to
This distance that separates
Is it nothing?

To me it's everything
When I ache for you by my side
I am close to being taken under by the the waves of my tears

I don't know how much longer I can hold on
Each time I talk to you
It's like a dagger to the heart

I want you
I need you
But we can't be

You must know how much this kills me
Everyday, your on my mind
As much as I try to lie

I still love you
My head cannot deny what my heart knows

But I have to betray my heart
For this love is one I yearn for
Yet suffer too much with

I cannot surrender to these waves that clutch my soul
For apart of me is yours
I may deny it
But its the truth

You
The only thing that keeps me afloat
Yet drag me under
I cannot surrender to you
Nor can I let you go

I am torn, by this love my heart holds
But my head wants to deny

Forgive me for I cannot stand this hurt any longer
Even as I write this to sever our love

I confess, I love you
And with this, with the finally rolling of my tears
And the subduing of the waves
I sit here surrounded by the pieces of my broken heart

Just hoping for your lips against mine
And your arms around me